Resistance Log

A faculty support newsletter I recently read said I should keep track of my resistence, especially that which takes the form:

"For academic writers, it means that you want to finish your ____________ (dissertation/book/article/grant proposal) so that you can ______________ (finish your degree/move on with your life/get a job/get tenure/move your ideas into the world), and yet, you’re just not doing it! It may be that you keep procrastinating the act of sitting down to write."

  • Dr. Rockquemore, National Center for Faculty Development & Diversity

She gives many examples of procrastination, avoidance, and denial, including:

  • strong urges to check email, Facebook, or the news
  • bodily needs (hunger, thirst, too cold, too hot, etc.)
  • sudden desire to clean or organize your space
  • sudden focus on an unresolved conflict (that has nothing to do with your writing)
  • pondering the meaning of life, "wondering whether you are wasting yours cranking out work that very few people will read"

She suggests that each day, I should:

  • Use a timer for my writing time
  • Notice my resistance and record the thoughts, urges, and feelings of the resistence itself and how I'm reacting to its existence
  • Look over the log periodically to find patterns

Personal note: I should do the same with meditation!

Aug 10 '17

  • check Facebook
  • read about international news dramas
  • check Twitter