/self-requirement

My will shall shape my future. Whether I fail or succeed shall be no man’s doing but my own. I am the force; I can clear any obstacle before me or I can be lost in the maze. My choice; my responsibility; win or lose, only I hold the key to my destiny.”

Primary LanguageRust

What are you reading?

This is about my life journey to become a better father and a better problem solver.

There are alots of people all around the world. They are full of creativity, talented, hard-worked, bullshited. Everybody often lost track of what they wanted in life. They forget why they start and they forget what is the purpose of their life. In order for me not to forget what i want the most in life, I will be writing everything down so i can read everyday, reminding myself.

What do i pursue, my goal, my conviction, will i really be satisfied if i have it?

What i really want in life is to have a small family, living with my soulmate and raise a couple of children of my own. That what really matter to me the most and every thing else is just a stepping stone for me to overcome and to achieve the my own goal. That will be my first goal in life.

In order to be achieve my first goal, i already set my mind up to go on a journey to overcome myself and strive to be the best version of me.

  1. Programming skill
  • I need to be able to write quality code and testable code since im still working as an engineer for the next 5-10 years.
  1. Desciplined
  • I do really need to work on my decipline after all im not really good at taking care of my surrounding. i need to build a self-displine rules:
    • Archieve long term goal
    • Decrease anxiety
    • Increase physical health
    • Positively impact relationships
    • Become more resilient
    • Feel happier
    • Everythin clean
    • Writing diary everyday
    • Alots of reading as much as possible