<!-- I like the idea of doing impossible things. I like the idea that we can have the future we see in movies now. I like to try and make it real. Would you partake? Contact me. --> <!DOCTYPE html> <html> <head> <meta charset="utf-8"> <meta http-equiv='X-UA-Compatible' content='IE=edge;chrome=1'> <meta name="viewport" content="width=device-width, initial-scale=1"> <link rel="icon" href="/favicon.ico"> <title>an independent scientist</title> <style> body { color: #FFFFFF; background: #000000; max-width: 80ch; margin: 0 auto; text-align: center; display: flex; justify-content: center; } a:hover,a:link,a:visited,a:active { text-decoration: none; color: #FFFFFF;} ol { list-style-type: none; } </style> </head> <body> <article> <h2>The human being I'm trying to be</h2> <p> <ol> <li> <em> Preserve, not to destroy. Wield power to do good. </em> </li> <li> <em> Real strength lies in domestication of one's emotions: not in pretending they don't exist. </em> </li> <li> <em> Educate yourself. </em> </li> <li> <em> Courage and humility </em> </li> </ol> </p> <h2>My values</h2> <p> <ol> <li> <em> Honor others </em> No matter what degree, title or lack of it, everyone has something to offer. It takes a village to raise a child. We all have a role to fulfill. </li> <li> <em> Empower others </em> Things are hard and complex. We all are doomed to make mistakes. Making room for mistakes allow us to grow. </li> <li> <em> Privilege people </em> Existence is pain and this system we have created only make things harder. Remember we are flying away on a gigant rock. Don't get dragged away by irrelevant things like profit, titles, ego, etc. </li> <li> <em> Serve with humility </em> We all have room for improvement, recognize it. Listen to others' feedback and be open to criticism. </li> </ol> </p> <h2>Things I believe</h2> <p> <ol> <li> <em> How can I help? </em> I think the only way to be the best leader is by being of service to others. </li> <li> <em> I will hold your heart more tenderly than my own. </em> I will. For some reason I think I can take all the pain in the Cosmos. </li> <li> <em> The less forgivable the act, the more must be forgiven. The less loveable the person is, the more you must find the means to love them. </em> I have learnt that the hard way but I believe I must follow such principle. </li> <li> <em> I think everyone has something to offer and they are always open to do that. </em> The problem is there are so many things affecting us that we tend to be mean to each other, however, this means I believe humans have a good heart. </li> <li> <em> Any one has the capacity to become awesome at something. </em> The reasons why people look for expertise, in the end I believe, has nothing to do with the actual matter. I'd rather collaborate with someone up for a challange than with some expert on the matter. </li> <li> <em> We need one another. </em> Anyone can do things on its own... Perhaps not everything. However, I believe doing things together makes the experience more fun. </li> <li> <em> You are going to fail. </em> And so will I. That's the way it is and I'm fine with the logic behind. Do fail. By all means, do it. </li> <li> <em> I'm an open book. I trust you by default. </em> And if you decide to break that trust, that's alright. You will save me some time. I'm all about creating long lasting friendships and time is of the essence. </li> <li> <em> There are social conventions, social cues and sugar coding. I don't understand any of them. </em> Just be straight with me. I won't get offended. Otherwise, there will be misunderstanding. I guarantee that. </li> </ol> <p> <h2>My flaws through time</h2> <p> <ol> <li> <em> I enjoy people in very, very short amounts of time: </em> I get bored. It's not people's fault but rather that I'm poorly made. After a few decades on the planet I finally know why. The reason why I can't be too much around people is because I'm happy. And when I'm happy my baggage, my childhood traumas, push me away as a defense mechanism. I don't want to lose that happiness. I don't want to lose that people in my life. This is quite sad since I cannot fix that. I can only cope with it. </li> <li> <em> I'm way too idealistic: </em> I find impossible things very appealing so I aim to that. </li> <li> <em> I hate myself: </em> Most of the time my stupidity doesn't pay off so... </li> <li> <em> I tend to be the stand up guy: </em> but I think it's because deep down I want to be the hero. Because heroes get to be loved and accepted. And, as I have discovered, I was rejected since early childhood and in so I have no place where I feel at home. </li> <li> <em> I'm not sure about anything: </em> I blame my training in physics. </li> <li> <em> I'm very pessimistic: </em> My pessimism is the fuel of my optimism. </li> <li> <em> I get bored a lot: </em> This most likely is a brain issue. A brain issue what was fixed at early stage of childhood. </li> <li> <em> I need to be busy: </em> I used to believe it was an existential reason but now I know it's because my childhood trauma. </li> <li> <em> I care how I dress: </em> Well, I do. I enjoy fashion as art. </li> <li> <em> I care how I look: </em> When you are not handsome, all you have is artificial aesthetics. </li> </ol> </p> </article> </body> </html>